To Hate Those We Love
Written by: Critical Mood
Produced by: 6th Militant
Hey check it, who's got the rock to
add to the rep for you
Back to the grave, minimum wage, a bullet sprays so you can get paid
And I'm ... straight still lookin' for mine, schoolin', pullin' ...
While I watch my brothers and sisters sit back and feel the shootin'
So now, sit back and relax I throw the facts away to the back
Tax and attack, hidden intentions, sniffin' this crack
Blind to the lies, devilish ties we made cuttin' to the most high
Our fire losin' it's spark equalizin' our weak minds
Peace, it's done, now gone our gun forever outta the sun
Devilish ones won, we've turned to the son of a bitches, son
I still feel the host, the need to feel his blessings up close
These sins I say, I may be today, the one to hide up the most
So I'm holdin' on to God, embracin' the laws of Allah
I saw my cold heart thaw and taken afar
Smokin' away the day and hey to make my way today ...
Unstoppable tears flowin' and I had nuthin' to say
Chorus:
Time and time again, givin' a good look
At a past that was, no more, guess that I'm shook
You say there was a line ... but man, you don't know
You say you can't speak ... but man, you don't know
So now, days passin' slow ... mo ...
Mind on the go, you and your friend got me for sure
You dangled a future, a dream that's bound to rupture
Faster, faster, move on, don't make it harder
And the night has come back to attack to swallow my soul whole
In this black hole I fight for the will to strengthen my core
In accord to a dark past, at long last, I've come to embrace it
Only to kill it, new pain for my brain, a heart they came to stab it
Maybe I'm meant for to live this life of a grave
A dead body on stage, makin' my way in this day and age
Down this long road, a crossroad, one beltway to hell
You muthafuckaz don't understand it, it's the one you sought to sell
And I bought it, I wanna jack up the price and sell it back
But the need for revenge overcomes me with every step I take back
I'll keep it for a new track, guess it's my blast of cocaine
My heart wanes, my life wanes, feelin' my life going insane
I'm held down, so what now? Don't say I never tried
Tried to abide, rotted inside, crashed in this old wild ride
Livin' in error and terror, searchin' for ways to make the dinero
But tomorrow is my sorrow loosin' the touch of humble barrio
Chorus:
Time and time again, givin' a good look
At a past that was, no more, guess that I'm shook
You say there was a line ... but man, you don't know
You say you can't speak ... but man, you don't know
So now, days passin' slow ... mo ...
Mind on the go, you and your friend got me for sure
You dangled a future, a dream that's bound to rupture
Faster, faster, move on, don't make it harder
Cut and run, shooter, the massacre, bloodbath and slaughter
It's all about the number, stuffin' and pushin' me down the gutter
I look up the dirtiest, the murderous rats wit' stares incredulous
This shit is a waste of time if I am tryin' to get outta this
One big joke that will choke more than a toke, the dirtiest weed
This my piece, out for the keys, down to the path to lead my way to
ease
What's happenin' sistah? I see that you're grippin' that heater
Shoot me closer, hit me harder, rip my sweater down to a beater
As I ... try to make my way through pathways and activities
You makin' it more so hard to see, what the hell's your beef with
me?
But now opened the can, I understand despite this bitter end
The race on my face is a threat to your devilish fam
Cause I ain't good enough for your daughter before I even uttered
The rule of these wicked tricks, the rule of these racist pricks
And so-called friends, none to be found close to my end
Ya'll too busy being sluts to become all my enemies friends
Chorus:
Time and time again, givin' a good look
At a past that was, no more, guess that I'm shook
You say there was a line ... but man, you don't know
You say you can't speak ... but man, you don't know
So now, days passin' slow ... mo ...
Mind on the go, you and your friend got me for sure
You dangled a future, a dream that's bound to rupture
Faster, faster, move on, don't make it harder
Background Vocal Harmony:
And I will try to find my way ...
And I can't hold no spec of hate ...
And I will try to find my way ...
Cause all I am right now's at stake
Outro:
And I will try to find my way ...
And I can't hold no spec of hate ...
And I will try to find my way ...
Cause all I am right now's at stake
